thoughts...
It has been a week and a half since I have had my surgery. I am feeling better, but still weak. I miss being able to do the normal day to day things. Just going out to eat with the family or fixing my hair wears me out. I have had a lot of down time. Time to think. There is something about almost dieing that makes you look at things different. I have found myself missing the old me at time. The self centered, vained all consumed me. Ok.. maybe not exactly. I just miss taking care of myself. I miss looking and feeling pretty. Being a mom is amazing but it takes a toll on ones looks. What I realized the most is... Nothing in life makes me happier then being a mommy. The last 2 and a half years since Oliver first came to live with us in October of 2008. This picture was taken out side of the courthouse in Lubbock right after the judge gave custody of Oliver to Jeff. It always makes me smile knowing that this is the day God gave me my first son. Then March 2009 God gave us our s...